👉👉 Hi guys... please admin hide my identity.. I have a confession to make...
My life is very very weird and hard. Am 21 years old.. Still in campus.. I have very strict parents.. They are more focused on my education than my emotional and health state.
When I was in primary school I was in a public school.. And then later transferred to a private school.. Which was full of rich kids.. I was bullied.. Bt i tried to endure it.. Until I couldn't any longer.. I wrote suicide notes.. And when my parents saw them.. Instead of asking me what's wrong or trying to get to the bottom of this.. They scolded me soo bad
One time.. mum woke me up to go to school and I wasn't feeling well.. I tried to tell them I wasn't feeling well. They ignored me and told me to go to school.. I got really sick and the teachers had to call my parents.. bt still they thought I was pretending.
They have been like that all my life.. They think am always pretending.. It got to a point where I got high blood pressure. They still didn't care... soon I got to high school.. Bullying still continued.. In form two.. My head was aching everyday for almost a year.. I tried telling them bt.. They still ignored.
They were soo strict on me. Such that I wasnt even allowed to talk to guys for more than 15 mins 😂. Bt.. Finally i finished form 4... and was told to do a course i didn't even want to do...bt being the obedient child that I am I went to campus.
The freedom. Wow.. I was glad i finally had freedom. By that time I hadn't even hugged a guy.. 😂. Bt.. When I got there.. I even lost my virginity that first semester. 😢. Bt all in all.. I started a job.. Since I hated my course and hated going to the classes.. It continued for about 2yrs..I had tried to tell my parents about it.. Bt they scolded me before I even broke the news to them.. All this time my parents think am in school.. I know.. I screwed up bad.. Bt I didn't really care at that time.. I met a great guy.. And we moved in together.. I lied to the guy am. Still in school bt had taken an academic leave... Bt after staying together for 5 months he got suspicious... I told him the truth.. And he was shocked and decided that i should go back to school and would talk to my parents.. He told me to call my parents and tell them the truth.. And soo.. I did... It didn't go well.. My parents were soo angry.. And to make it worse.. I had moved in with a guy..
Bt.. My boyfriend calmed them down and promised we would go to talk to them together.. I was happy and loved him even more..
The awaited day came. And we went home.. My uncles and dad were there.. After alot of talking.. And since I had already decided on going back to school.. My parents said my boyfriend.. Should now pay the fees and would help us. When we had trouble paying it.. And we were told that since we had stayed together for more than 6 months we were now husband and wife.. My boyfriend and I agreed.. He payed my fees.. I went back to school and everything was alright.. Bt good things don't last forever.. My boyfriend had alot on his plate.. He was supporting his fam he was also paying his fees.. He had taken a course also.. Which cost him around 100k and I decided.. Lemme go ask my dad for help.. Since he had said he would help..
Bt what he said next make me cry.. He said he wouldn't help.. Said very bad things about my boyfriend. He even insulted his siblings... and he added that he would only pay my fees if I were single or divorced.. My boyfriend had the conversation.. He got soo stressed that he got sick.. I got soo worried.. He had even fallen down.. I mean my dad had said some really really bad things about him.. I understood his situation..
. Soo.. I said.. Lemme just go home.. Pretend I had broken up with my boyfriend so That dad can pay my fees and then after an yr we could get back together with my boyfriend.... My boyfriend was reluctant bt.. I was sure that would work..
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